Friday, April 23, 2010

a selfish heart

I have a selfish heart. It wants what it things is best. I wants things that are easy to look at, to deal with, and its not what it has so my heart has a fit and it demands something better and hurting all in its path. My heart wants something that it can not have and will never have, it was more than content a fort night ago but after being selfish again it went on a rampage. The true question is.... is the inner battle a refection of my selfishness or something that is really wrong.
My prayer is that I can see what this conflict truly means and that I can break this hold and do what I must to cause the least amount of pain but the largest sum of joy and happiness.

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